I love when people know more about your problems than you do, and throw "You should, I would's" at you.
It's hard to contain a polite smile anymore.
It's like my body is rejecting the fake smile.
Anyway.
Reults from my HSG test showed a mass. Turns out the mass is scar tissue.
If I ever plan to conceive, I have to have it removed.
Laparoscopy.
That is the current direction I am heading. Just waiting for the doctor to call me back to set up a Pre Op appointment so that I can have all my questions answered.
And to see how much it is going to cost me.
I've said before, this whole process is going to make me go broke.
I'm quickly coming up on my 2 year mark, it is starting to take a toll on me. Although I have only started this journey with my doctor 3 months ago, and I am sure it is far from over.
Knowing that all this time, nothing was going to happen. And even being on the medicine wasn't going to help. Just throwing away money.
I now have the mindset of What's Next?
What else is wrong with me?
It should be a positive step forward.
But it isn't.
I will write again when I get the Post Op appointment and we set a date for the surgery!
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